This word I'm very like to say because I love anyone that I know...
2 months ago,during my semester break, I came to Kuala lumpur and I was working in Pusat Kain Silk House SDN.BHD as a "tukang gunting kain"...I'm very pleasure to say I'm so happy at there and I can forgot all my problems in UUM (friends problem la)...
At there, I just knowing 3 partner is Kak Syikin, Kak Jihan & Aisyah....I miss them...so lot of story and I'm lied if I say there is no problem working with them...ya ya...also got la but just a simple2 problem la...oh,ya...my job partner again is Khai,Peny & Miaoww...
My boss named Awi and he only 1 year older than me!!! I'm very solute with him...sometimes,I see him face like rabbit...so cute...hehehe~~~
oh,ya about love ah...I just meet some guy a.k.a boss for his places...he took an order in my job places...his a Pakistan guy and 29 years old...
he said that he loves me!!!
I don't know how to say because I don't love him...I just think that his the one of my bestfriend that i knowing...ok la....
he gave so many present to me...first one is Perfume but that perfume actually near to man!!!! his thought when having a women picture in the perfume so,that is for ladies la...hehehe...but I accept it until now,I'm still save with safety but I NEVER use it!!! hahaha...
Second present is, also Perfume but I'm choose it...2 Perfume...hehehe...guess the price??? I;m not like "pisau cukur la"...we buy the perfume at Pasar malam Batu Caves...only RM10 for 1 bottle...so cheaper kan...
The next week,once again his gave me the bear that I've called it Mr.BayBay....cute...and I'm always hug Mr.BayBay when I sleeping...
and he also always want me to be a partner for his dinner so i just meet him to be a partner either I know that he love me so much...Thanks a lot for loving and care about me!!! I'm really appreciate it but I can't love you because my heart say NO...
When I love some guy,I can't get that guy because that guy have his girlfriend....
My first love also that and My second love also that....
Until now,he always call me, message me, help me,top up my cell number....
oh,ya!!! we also going to Genting Highland but only for "jalan-jalan"...we never doing something wrong....I still have my lovely mama...
So,for the all moment that he gave to me, Should I love him when my heart say NO?? Should I accept his love only for the present that he given to me?? Should I say "yes,I accept you as my partner" when my heart is waiting for someone either I know I will never get him?? Should I say "I LOVE U" when my soul is lie to him???
my answer is NO! I can't Love U! I never be your future partner a.k.a wife! I never say I LOVE U! I never accept u in my life!!! there is my answer but I know,what is happening come from Allah..only Lord knowing the future answer about our relations....but now,I say No even he say,"I don't care about that...I will waiting U...because my heart is LOVE u so much,ety!"
ok...ok...Thanks a lot...just be a friend first ,ok....
And today,our relations still friend....
tomorrow? Next Day? Next week? Next month? next year?
My answer still NO...and I always hope he meet a good ladies that can talk with nicely to him (not like me yang kasar2when talk with him), a solehah ladies (not like me that like rockers and not wearing "tudung") and a beautiful women (not like me that fat women...I'm so embarrassed with my fat even He say he don't care and he say I'm beautiful enough...
That is my wish to him...He is Mohd Ilyas...simple guy,caring guy, respect women, so patient,kind and so on la...he also very cleverest how to find money...I LOVE him as a friend but not like BOYFRIEND....
but from my deep heart I also miss him but never Love him........
L♥ve...L♥ve....L♥ve....L♥ve...L♥ve....Make me so confused~~~
A confused of L♥ve,
♥Princess Dayang♥
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